Writing for the Sake of Sanity and Self-Expression.

2.14.2003

tomato

splat.

love sucks.

and you're in the back
wringing each and every
fiber of my being
dry of existence.

smush.

love hurts.

and here you are
oblivious
to everything you know
since you assume so much.

slice
bleed
wait wait wait...
dizzy.

e v e r y
th i n g
i s
s p i
n n i n g
fa s t er an d
faster
and faster yet
stop
fall
close my eyes

everything's going to be just fine
that's what the doctor told them

click
sleep
never waking up
except in your dreams

snap
things can change so fast

2.07.2003

mango

hearts are so easily broken.
take mine as your subway token

to the underground where you'll see
it's hard to love.
i feel so alone up here above
the floor.

calypso sunsets start the night
which taste of sweet air
and blind persistence.
a kiss, a caress, an embrace
in those arms,
on that face,
smell the summer warmth in
the auburn hair.

your eyes are so green
waiting to ripen
under the humid noon sun.

and the subway keeps going underground
waiting for people.
is this fleeting?

he laughs.
she smiles.
the harmonious laughter echoes
and another heart is broken.
so easy, and so tough.

underneath that pale exterior
the subway runs
and waits for broken hearts.
how you can't split them in half
but in thirds:
one for you
one for the other

and the last piece utterly destroyed
lost forever in
a stream of consciousness
in the lilting summer
devoured by forgetfulness
banished by common sense.
how we wish to get it back,
but we never can.

so easy, yet so tough.
love can be so rough.

2.02.2003

o moço

só estava olhando
que está nessa praia
quando ela caminha
que vi a beleza
uma pérola branca, no centro do mar
olho a coisa mais linda
e a sua luz que brilha
e tudo não importa
por que ela não é sozinha
mas que nada eu lhe quero amar
ah, si eu tenho a coragem
ah, meu coração quer um viagem
ah, sou covarde horrível
um covarde que não tem aceitado
que é possível não ser calado
na próxima vez que ela passa
vou estar mais educado
vou sourrir e vou apresentarme
e fico namorado
como ela passa...